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The airship hovered over the tiny island surrounded by rolling magma, and Rydia was anything but calm.

She hadn't known what she was going to expect when they reached the old Land– after all, the magics holding it together had dispersed, and there was bound to be something there that still felt of the old tingles and energy it had once held. She had not expected there to be nothing– literally, a void, an empty feeling within her chest, not even the slightest reaction to the magic tendrils she sent out in search of it. The Land was completely gone, and all that was left was a wide, gaping hole.

There was something, however, though it was not connected with her old home. She could feel the shivers of dark magic running through the air currents. It felt the same as the pinnacle of Mt. Ordeals had, and the same, in a way, that the Lunarian Palace had, especially once they'd gotten closer to Zemus and the core. Dark magic felt decidedly different than other magic, and she wished she had a way to explain it. There was a whimper on the breeze– the Underworld was weeping for its lost and frightened of the new.

She turned to the others, unable to control her own trembling, even with her arms wrapped firmly around her chest.

"I think– I think he's there," she said. Her voice sounded faint and foreign, like it was far away.

"We should go in," Tseng said with a resolute nod, and she knew he was right. As much as she didn't want to re-enter the nothingness that used to be her home, there was a burning curiosity to feel out the void further, and she knew, more than anything, that allowing the criminal they were chasing free reign of the area would prove terribly dangerous. The atmosphere seethed with his anger– and there were no remnants of the Land's magic left for him to manipulate.

The airship lowered itself, blades whirling, and finally settled down with a muted thud to the warm rocks littering the island. The Turks exited immediately, but there was a knot in Rydia's stomach, and she moved more slowly, gingerly setting one sole down on the pebble-strewn ground. It felt no different than the Upperworld did, no different than the Dwarven Palace did, and she was torn somewhere between feeling foolish and nervous. The others were moving ahead of her, but Reno stopped to turn back and watch her. He seemed to be waiting for her.

Rydia took a hesitant step, and then another, and soon she was off of the familiar boards of the airship entirely.

–three heads spinning, shimmers of a cure spell, light kisses against the side of her face and warm hands well adept at healing–

"You gonna stand there forever?" Reno called.

–these lands are all magic, it binds the Summons here, you don't belong here–

There was a shrill noise against Rydia's ears, and then, just as suddenly as it had arrived, it dissipated once more. There was only silence save for her own labored breathing. She searched again for the hum of static, but could find it nowhere; either her memories were falling into over-load after being on the island again, or–

She opened her hand to find a small bead resting against her palm. It was glassy and sleek and blue, and she knew it, she knew the string of them well, the beads that Asura had riddled through her hair. Staring down at the trinket, nothing made sense anymore, but it felt good to hold the piece in her hand. She let her fingers close down around it, feeling the smooth surface pressing into her skin.

"Hello?" Reno tried again, and Rydia looked up, suddenly aware of his presence again.

"Yes," she answered, and slipped the bead into her leather satchel. "Let's go."

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The honey-comb corridors were the same as she remembered, and she led the group through the twists and turns without really focusing on which direction to take. She knew the road by heart, and even with the Land gone, the maze remained in tact. It was a small symbol, but she took comfort in it, for not everything had changed– and truly, she was beginning to doubt the truths about her old home that she had once believed in. It was too much to wrap her mind around, so she thought of everything but, and found that avoiding the topic within her head was easier than she had expected.

As they grew closer to the hole in the energy, she could feel a shift in the air. It began to buzz around her, not like it used to, not with the repressed shimmer of magic abilities, but with something far darker– they were growing closer to the center of the corruption, and it was festering inside. She could feel it inside her spells, tingling in her fingertips, and it was a disconcerting and rather alarming sensation that she could not dispel. Not since Zemus had she been able to feel such a disturbance in the natural aura of things.

She stopped, pebbles crunching beneath her feet.

"What is it?" Tseng asked. He looked ready to draw his weapon. There was a buzz in Rydia's head again, one not associated with the dark swirls around her. It was distinctly separate from the shivers of magic– whispers, her name against her ear, tiny snippets of voices she remembered.

"It's nothing," she said, finally, after a moment of silence. "I was just recalling things from the Land."

Tseng took this with a nod, and moved ahead of her to take point, the action proving that the others knew as well as she did that they were rapidly approaching the one they had been following. Rydia fell behind him, wrapped up in the confusing thoughts screaming through her head.

"That's quite a somethin' face for nothin'," Reno quipped lightly from her left. Rydia didn't answer right away, because the buzzing would not disperse, and it was difficult to gather words with the whispers still flying by her ears. She shook her head in an attempt to rid them, but it did little good.

"It's– I don't know," she stammered, raising a hand to weave her fingers through her hair. "I can hear them, somewhere, in my head– but they're gone."

"There's something I've learned from work," he said, tapping his rod against his shoulder. "Nothing is ever really gone."

–go, Rydia, go, you don't belong here, you must leave before–

When she glanced at him, he avoided her gaze, and she shook her head again. The buzzing was intensifying, the words becoming clearer, and she could not focus on what they were saying and concentrate on the demonic pull of her magic at the same time. It was exhausting, to walk through the halls again, and she felt more drained than she had in a long time. There was a tugging sensation in her chest, and she felt she could do little other than heed its call.

"There's something here," she said. "Something– it's like the Summons, only not."

"Right," he replied with a roll of his eyes. "Very clear."

"I'm trying," she huffed. "I don't know how to explain it. It's just– odd."

"Sure, I get it, it's–" he started, and then, quite suddenly stopped.

Everything stopped.

There was a blast of dark energy– that much Rydia could feel. It was so intense that it stung against her skin, as if it were a sharp wave of heat from the lava itself. For a split second she fought against it, and then, the sounds near her ears exploded from whispers to shrieks. There was only the roar of the wind and the screams of the voices, and a screech so high in pitch that it almost brought tears to her eyes. The shivers from the dark magic mingled with the cries of the Summons, and the energy roiled around her like waves during a storm.

She was vaguely aware of shouting, though what, she didn't know, and she half-fell to her knees with her hands on her ears as if to block out the noise. There was a warmth around her waist– an arm, holding her upright– and she tried to breathe only to find that the air felt thick, like molasses. She gasped, sucking in the oxygen as best she could, lungs burning.

Someone was shouting, in a far-away voice, and she knew that it had to be quite near if she could actually discern the sound amidst all the shouting, but there seemed to be ages between her and the others, save for the hand on her side, and she simply couldn't concentrate on it. Asura, and Leviathan, and Shiva and–

–go, Rydia, go, you don't belong here, not anymore, we'll watch over you–

–it felt like a bucket of ice water was dumped over her head, like she was gulping down freezing lungfuls of air, and she fell crashing back down into reality with a strangled gasp and a burning light in her eyes. Her muscles felt like pudding, like Lunar Flan, like the monsters that came in colors of pink and purple and yellow and there were blue eyes staring at her. Reno.

"Go," she heaved, the word a hitching breath. "Go."

She could feel the dark magic moving around her, both physically and magically, and she knew, though she couldn't see yet, that the man was nearby. There was too much inference, too much burning for him to be anywhere else, and she could dimly hear the popping of Tseng's gun.

They had little time.

"Go!" she said again, and the arm around her receded. She fell onto a nearby rock, hands on the walls, unable to support herself with her knees shaking so badly, and she could see Reno's retreating form as he dashed into the fray. The light was so bright that it was distorting everything– there were colors everywhere, bright hues, and she could vaguely make out an outline of a quickly moving figure, a flash of black, and she knew it to be the man. The one they were hunting.

She reached into her satchel and pulled out Asura's bead. It meant nothing there in the palm of her hand, but it was something, it was connected to the voices in her head and the screaming in her thoughts, and she focused on it and reached out as far as she could.

She Called.

When Asura appeared, it felt like something ripped. If the corridor was a piece of silk, it tore straight down the middle. There was a rush of energy and then a faint click, and the queen was there, roaring, screaming at the man with the dark energy. She wove in and out of the aura– the Lifestream, they had called it– and Rydia could hear the man's scream. It was warbled in pain and shock and anger, but it was fading, it was falling away, and she knew that it was not because he had succumbed.

Something had opened. The tear had given way to something bigger, something larger, something that felt hot and cold at the same time. There were tendrils of light and Asura was gone, gone within the portal, gone within the dying magic of the halls. It was final; complete.

"Rydia!" came a voice– Tseng? She couldn't identify it in the rush of the void. Her legs were still trembling violently, but she pushed herself up from the rock and made her way towards the searing light, hands gripping the wall like a life support. The opening was pure energy, pure magic, and reaching out, she could no longer sense the dark aura of the other man. He had disappeared within the portal, and the Turks were standing in front of it.

Rude went in first, silent and stoic and hard. As soon as the light washed over him, he was gone, pulled in by the tendrils and energy and lifestream. His earrings flashed once before his form disappeared.

"What is this?" Rydia shouted, over the scream of the wind.

"The way home," Tseng answered. His words were hard to understand, and she had to strain to make them out. "He went back, we have to follow!"

The edges of the portal were blurring, melding with the darkness of the cave. Tseng turned and faded into the light.

"This is it!" Reno yelled. His hair looked like blood in the brightness. The portal started to shudder– the magics weaving around it were leaving, dissipating, and it would soon follow suit.

–magic is part of you, Rydia, magic binds you, magic makes you who you are–

"Wait!" Rydia begged, moving closer to it. She could almost touch the light now, and she let go of the wall to stumble towards it. He was fading, he was leaving–

Half of his form was washed out from the whiteness, and he turned to face her, continuing to fall into the rapidly closing portal. The ground beneath Rydia's feet bucked and waved, the energy distorting the very solidness of the earth.

Against the pale, his eyes were very blue.

He reached a hand out to her.

–Asura, the library, her mother's dragon, Leviathan, Cecil, the hallways of Baron, Rosa, lava, Edge–

She didn't think.

She reached out, took his hand, and fell into the portal with him.