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Despite Rydia's attempts to avoid Reno on the airship, the vessel was only so large, and there was only so long that she could conveniently be at the helm when he was near the stern, and only so many times she could duck out of eyesight with an excuse of needing to check the supplies in her new pack (or adjust the straps, or speak with the captain). Unfortunate as it was, there was little she could do about it when he finally managed to corner her near the railing.

She thought briefly about pretending to spot a wild pack of black chocobos below so she could jump off the side, but he was quicker than she gave him credit for, and she didn't even have the time to berate herself for the stupidity of the idea. There was a long moment of awkward silence, and she tried to look everywhere but in his direction.

"So, I guess I should thank you for saving my life," he said, lazily, easily, and she cursed him for being able to stay calm in such situations. She was drumming her fingers quickly over the rail to keep herself somewhat occupied. "Even though it hurt like a bitch–"

"The pain was better than dying slowly of poison, I'm sure," she shot at him, temper flaring.

"And even though you could have been more gentle–" he continued.

"With all your flailing, it's a wonder I managed at all!" she huffed.

"And even though your methods were under-handed–" he said, pausing in obvious expectation for her to cut him off again. She opened her mouth to do so before she caught onto what exactly he was referring to, and then shut her jaw with a snap, looking sheepishly at an incredibly interesting knot in the planks below her feet.

"Yes, well," she stammered, shaking her head.

"Because my mouth was in a lot of pain," he suggested.

"I wanted to make sure you got to keep it," she said, glancing at him. "So you could at least continue to make stupid comments with it."

He smirked, and she smiled against her will, unable to fight against the expression tugging at the corners of her mouth. There was another moment of quiet between them, but the heavy tension had left her shoulders, and he didn't seem to want to press the issue any further, which she was glad for. Her fingers had stopped the nervous drumming.

"So, this place we're going," he said, looking into the distance with a curious expression. "There'll be monsters?"

"Many," she said.

"I guess I'll have to return the favor and watch your back, yo" he told her, and anticipated her fist swinging towards his arm enough to dart out of the way before she could hit him. When he cackled and stuck his tongue out, she leveled him a glare.

"Please!" she scoffed. "Like you amateurs could make it down there without my help. You have no idea what you're up against."

"Yeah," he said, suddenly serious, nodding. "You're right."

The abrupt change in demeanor was sobering, and she turned back to the clouds rushing by the airship. They were nearing Agart– that much she knew. Her muscles tensed a bit in apprehension for traveling through the tunnel to the Underground. The journey in the mountain took less than a minute, but she disliked the tugging sensation on her navel, no matter how short the length of time.

Thinking of the uncomfortable travel through the planet's crust was preferable to dwelling on seeing the Land of Summons again. She knew it would not be there– knew, and had accepted, mostly, that her homeland was gone. But to see the corridors overrun with monsters, or corroded with dark magic was something she was not entirely prepared to handle, and she rather suspected that no matter how much she steeled herself for it, the sight would shock her regardless. The knot in her stomach refused to unclench, and she sighed.

"Reno!" Tseng called from the opposite side of the deck. The red-haired man turned to her, cocking his head to one side.

"Guess I'm needed," he said, and with his rod positioned easily on his shoulder, he started to move towards the other Turks again. Rydia decided the opening gave her time to check the supplies of her pack– actually check the supplies, this time– and she turned as well, making for the other direction.

"Oi!" Reno called, after she had moved a few paces. She turned to face him. "Next time you're overcome with the desire to kiss me, you could just ask!"

His laughter faded as he spun away from her, and she fought a losing battle against the heat in her cheeks, not feeling guilty at all all flicking a Thunder spell in his direction.

His yelp was nothing compared to the flush on her face as she stomped away.

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"We're preparing to enter the Underworld!" the captain called, and she let her fingers wrap around the railing tightly. If she shut her eyes, the sensation was lessened, and she could avoid the nausea resulting in seeing miles of crust rush up from beneath her. The pulling at her stomach was the same as it had always been, and when it was over, she let out the breath she hadn't known she'd been holding.

The red of the lava was so bright she had to squint for the first moment of looking out over the world below the surface, but her eyes quickly adjusted, and she was pleased to see the landscape hadn't changed since her departure. The Dwarven castle still stood proud and dark against the orange rocks, and the Tower of Babil still made a ferocious cut in the warm tones. Looking out over the rolling magma, she could see the islands that sat there, blips on the horizon, and felt her stomach twist.

The energy felt wrong.

She must have gasped without knowing it, because all three Turks turned in her direction with matching expressions.

"What is it?" Tseng asked.

"It's–" she started, and then stopped, because she couldn't pinpoint exactly what it was about the mystical aura that was unnerving her so. She stretched out as far as she could with her senses, which were no where near as well-honed as they had been while living in the Land, and could feel a strange pulse near the absence of the magic island itself. "Something isn't right."

She felt for her inability to explain it further, but the Turks seemed to take her statement at face value.

"It's probably him," Tseng said. "He's followed the stream back here."

"So he'll leave on his own?" Rydia asked, even though she knew the question was silly.

"Unlikely," Rude chimed in. "Especially at this point."

"I need more explanation," Rydia said, turning abruptly to face the men. "You've been secretive with this being the entire time, and now he's affecting the magic of the Underworld. I deserve to know what is going on."

The three shared an uneasy look, and Reno shrugged. With a well-concealed sigh, Tseng turned back to her, his face hard and set.

"In our world," he started, "there is a lifestream."

"It's like magic," Rydia supplied, and he nodded.

"It lives in the earth itself, in the planet. A few years ago, there was a disturbance, an imbalance of sorts within it, and many people were infected with a disease made up of mutated cellular structure."

"Geostigma," Reno said. The very name sent chills down Rydia's spine, which she fought vainly to conceal by wrapping her arms across her chest.

"Is it– fatal?" she asked, softly, her words almost lost in the rushing of the wind.

"It has proven to be," Tseng replied. "And there is no cure."

"And this man– he has it?" she continued. "Is he searching for a cure here, then?"

"Well, there was a cure," Reno said suddenly, looking at Tseng. "The rain and water, remember?"

"We can't replicate it," Tseng answered, and Rydia wasn't sure if he was responding to Reno or herself. Her mind was already spinning, and the tangent of the conversation was not helping. Reaching out again, she could feel tremors in the magic flowing across the lava– something was corroded, at least, and she didn't know if it was the man in question or not.

"Anyway," Tseng said, snapping Rydia back to the present. "His brain has been– addled, by the diseased cells in his body."

"You mean– you mean to say he's mad," she gasped, hugging her arms tighter. "There's no telling what he might do."

The three men shared another unreadable look.

"And the hole here," she continued, gesturing out past the rail of the airship, "it's allowed him to move freely between the planes. What if the magic here can strengthen him? He can use it, he's shown that already, on Mt. Ordeals, he's found some way to tap into the mystical energy here. Is that because of the stigma as well?"

"Probably," Rude said.

"We'll learn more when we get to this 'hole'," Tseng added. "I suggest we prepare ourselves for arrival."

The twisting Rydia's stomach had only increased, and even the warmth from her arms wasn't helping dislodge it any. She resolved herself to stay by the railing and wait until they reached the island, because worrying would do little good, and she knew any attempts to distract her thoughts would be useless.

She settled her elbows on the wood, and waited.