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When Rydia opened her eyes, she didn't know where she was.

It was the smooth whiteness to the space above her that tipped her off initially, and she gingerly sat up and put a hand to her head, which was faintly aching. She was lying in a bed, blankets wrapped snugly around her form, though she didn't recognize it at all. Something was fuzzy against her skin, and she put a hand to her shoulder to find that her leather tunic was gone, and had been replaced with a knit sweater. Glancing upwards once more, there were blades spinning lazily from the ceiling itself– they looked like miniature airship blades, only they were not connected to any sort of machinery, and she did not understand their purpose or design.

Thoroughly shaken, she began to look to her sides in order to gauge where she was. It was dark within the chamber, but not devoid of light. There was a window to her right, and though it was blocked off with a textured curtain, there were beams of light streaming in through the thin cracks, creating parallel lines of yellow on the opposite wall. There was a chair near the bits of light, and what appeared to be a desk covered in cosmetic bottles and adorned with a small oval mirror. There was an article of clothing thrown hap-hazardly over the back of the chair– and upon looking closer, Rydia could make out that it was a skirt. The vials and cloth indicated that she was in a woman's chambers, but without knowing who it was, the knowledge only made her more anxious.

The room felt nothing like Baron, nothing like anything she had ever seen before. It was stark and bare, and the walls were not wood or stone but a smooth white, making the chamber look even more impersonal. It was cool, but not uncomfortably so, and Rydia could see no sign of a fireplace within the vicinity. There was a door across the way, and she threw aside the bedcovers to investigate it, pausing momentarily to gape down at the pants adorning her lower half. Where her leather tunic had gone, she did not know.

She tried to slow her breathing down, but it was next to impossible, for her heart was racing in her chest and she was beginning to feel the cold hand of fear in her chest. She moved slowly across the padded floor, unsure whether or not the venture was safe, and quietly pushed the portal open.

Outside the small room was a hall. There was another door to her right, and then a larger opening that expanded from the corridor itself. Ignoring the portal, she walked gingerly into the open room. The walls were the same smooth sheen of white, bare and devoid of decor, and the floor was still squishy beneath her bare feet. There were more chairs, and a table, and several marbled countertops sitting next to metal machines. She shrank back, and then, upon straining, could make out voices from behind the door across the room. She crept closer. The portal itself was open, just a slit, and she peeked through to see the figures outside.

She could see only one, but she assumed, by the line of vision, that there was at least one other standing behind the bulk of the door. It was a woman, whom she did not recognize– possibly the one whose bed Rydia had awoke in. Her hair was cropped short, the same striking blonde shade of Rosa's, and she was speaking animatedly with her hands. She did not look pleased.

"– don't know what you were thinking," the woman said. She was most certainly angry. "This sort of thing is completely out of line, a breach of protocol–"

"I know the protocol," the hidden figure said, and Rydia recognized the low voice of Tseng. It was a shock of relief to hear someone she knew, at least well enough, but they seemed in the middle of a rather important discussion, and she did not want to intrude. She moved away from the door as quietly as possible. There– across the room, near the door she had come from initially, was another portal, and this one contained a window. From the sunlight, she surmised that it led to the outside.

As she neared it, she was blown away.

The land outside looked nothing like what she imagined. It was not rolling fields or mountain peaks like the expanse beyond Baron, nor was it the thatch rooftops of a nearby village. There was no green among the buildings that exploded beyond her vision, no sign of trees or hills or anything. There was only metal, cold metal that glinted in the sun and filled the land as far as she could see.

Rydia was unsure whether her breath was stolen by horror or by amazement, and she pushed the door open to walk through it. She had expected dirt beneath her feet, and was instead met with something warm and solid. It was not rock or stone, and yet was flat and expanded into lines far past the building. She let herself move along it, feet slowly taking one step after another, unable to tear her gaze away from the massive structures surrounding her.

It was surreal– surreal and almost too much. The sheer amount of noise that greeted her senses when she exited through the door was mind-blowing. It sounded like hundreds of Dwarven tanks all moving at the same time, like a fleet of airships hovering just over her form. The structures were so tall that they blocked out the sun, shimmering from beneath a thin cloud cover. She kept moving as if in a trance, because if she stopped, she would have to digest everything, and she was not sure she could.

The line of smooth-rock she was walking on cut around a nearby building, making a sharp turn, and she followed it, only to find herself face to face with hundreds of other people, figures moving quickly by each other, driven by unknown forces and schedules. She was nearly bowed over by one man who was nearly running, head bowed, and shrank back against the brick wall behind her. There were none that she recognized, none that looked at all familiar. Even their garb was strange– muted shades of blues and black, metal buckles and leather cinches, all of it hard and foreign.

She tried to move forward again, and ran into a tall figure.

"Watch it!" the man sneered, brushing past her. She opened her mouth to apologize, but there was a sudden rush of noise that sounded both like the engines Cid was constantly building and the roar of a wind storm. The source was large and metal and moving very quickly, and as she looked in gaping horror at it, all she could think of was the Giant of Babil, its joints glinting as it moved slowly towards the beach. Her senses were screaming at her, alarm bells ringing in her head– it looked like the Giant, and the Tower, and was moving, moving towards her, past her, and it was all too much.

She might have shouted– she didn't know. All she knew was that she had to get away, and she no longer could tell which door was the one she had departed from. The buildings all looked the same, all colorless and imposing, and she ran because she didn't know where to go or what to do, and she had to get away. She had to get away from the Giant and the Tower, and there was metal all around her, surrounding her, gaping hungrily at her. She wheezed, gasping, unable to find her breath. Struggling to find the much-needed oxygen, she whirled around, finding nothing but blank faces of strangers as they passed her by.

She was hopelessly lost, and the Giant was gaining, and there was another one to her right, moving towards her, and she couldn't even scream because her lungs were burning. She surged forward, trying to move, but her vision was going red around the edges, and she couldn't shout and couldn't run and the Giant was gaining, the Giant was gaining

"Rydia!" came a voice. For a moment, she swore it was Cecil, waking her from the nightmare, and when the bland colors around her failed to turn into her chambers in Baron, she choked on the emotion rising in her throat. It took her another second to realize that she knew the voice, recognized it, and by the time it registered, there were hands on her arms. "Rydia!"

Reno. She wasn't sure whether it was her nerves screaming in her head, or the almost painful relief of finding someone she knew, and honestly, it didn't matter. She threw her arms around him and buried her face in his shoulder, sobbing into his suit jacket. She could still hear the buzz of the Giant behind her, and the din of the crowd surrounding her, and the red spots continued to dance in the corners of her peripheral vision, clouding the scene.

"Whoa, whoa," Reno was saying, and she barely noticed it. She still couldn't breathe, and the sobs were lodging themselves in her throat, and finally, her vision went completely red, and she knew nothing.

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The second time she woke, she was in a different bed, and she wasn't sure if the knowledge was good or bad.

There were spinning blades on the ceiling again (she vowed to investigate the strangeness later, when she was more coherent), and she sat up with a short gasp. She was glad to see that she was not alone– Reno was standing near the window, gazing out the glass.

She felt better seeing him there, because at least there was something familiar in the rather plain room around her, and she tried to steady her racing heart as he glanced over at her.

"Where– where are we?" she asked. Her voice sounded hoarse and foreign to her ears.

"Edge," he said shortly, and then, "Outskirts of old Midgar."

"No," she said. She shook her head. "I mean, where–?"

"My place," he told her, moving away from the window. "Elena got called out."

She was about to ask who Elena was, until she remembered the woman with the short blonde hair from earlier. He didn't seem to want to elaborate, and from the suit she'd seen on the woman's figure, she could only assume that she was a Turk as well. She didn't ask what she'd been called out to do– he wouldn't tell her anything, anyway.

She stayed silent for a moment, and let her fingers play with the frayed edges of the blanket. Reno's room was decidedly less clean then Elena's had been, with clothing strewn around and half-empty cartons of food sitting on the rather rickety looking table in the corner.

"I have to take you to see Rufus," he said, breaking the silence.

"Who's Rufus?" she asked. "And what about the man we were following? What about the portal? Will it–"

"Hold on," he said, holding up a hand to stop her. "Just– I don't know, I was told to bring you to Rufus when you woke up."

When she leveled him with an even glare, he rolled his eyes.

"He's the boss," he explained. "Are you ready?"

The question was a double-edged sword, but she knew what he meant. At least meeting with this Rufus, she could get some answers, even if it required her to go back out into the metal-strewn streets of the strange city outside. She shrugged off the rest of the blankets, and swung her legs over the side of the bed.

"As I ever will be," she sighed.